Déjà Vu, Among Other Things

i find it somewhat eerie how my dreams of late predict a future reality. i could perhaps look past one or two coincidental instances, but 5-6 a week? at first, this might sound really cool, but my dreams really don't show what one might deem significant. what i mean is, don't expect me to know the outcome of this year's March Madness, or be able to see the face of the one you'll marry. my dreams consist of scenes from ordinary life, such as riding in a car... conversations with friends... getting dressed in the morning... yeeeeah. as i said: none too interesting.
i do have other dreams, though... the kind that feel so real and leave me craving for more of that joy that it evoked. sadly, these don't actually happen for me in real life. or will they...?

anyway, Carmina Burana is finally over. i seriously thought i wouldn't make it through the weekend, but God was (and always is) good to me and kept me going. the madness isn't over yet though: i have one week to finish up the music for the retreat this weekend. i have a final list, but i still feel something's wrong/missing from the songs i've lined up. also, leading worship this year might be a challenge considering i'm working with a guy who's never done this kind of thing before.

girl, just gotta trust.

pray... then let go.